As long as I can remember I’ve been infatuated with movies and tv. However, I’m the person everyone hates. I have to know how things end so I won’t be surprised. So yes, I’m the person who contributes to Reality Steve and watches the last episode of things before I finish the season to make sure I won’t be disappointed. I’m not one for surprises but I love the idea of them.
As I was reading bachelor spoilers and couldn’t come to an exact conclusion because Peter is dumb…I began to think. I’ve found myself very frustrated recently because a lot of my life is uncertain right now. After May 9th, I have no clue as to where I’ll live, what job I will have, and other uncertainties. I want there to be a clear cut plan and there isn’t. I want the spoilers for my own life.
If life was broken into season rather than years, I’d be on season 22. What do future episodes hold? How will the characters develop? But I also know that I’ll be okay and while some seasons are going to be boring to watch some will be exhilarating. Some of my life seasons will sweep me off my feet. Episodes that hurt will be followed by episodes of gratitude. I’m anxious and excited to see what the future seasons hold. But for now I will settle for no spoilers and see how this season ends naturally. I will however continue to try and find out what happens in the Bachelor because I do like having some control.
[…] There were so many plans for the spring semester that didn’t get to happen. Weekend trips, formals, senior pictures, sorority senior events, baseball season, and more I am sure I am forgetting. For a long time, I felt like the rug was swept out from under me and I couldn’t catch my breath. As we got the email that we would not have graduation I quite literally fell to the floor. That was the first moment that I knew from then on everything would change. I could only imagine it would be how a break up is if you didn’t get any closure. The questions you have go unanswered and there truly are no spoilers in life. […]